10/15/2006
great. again, no connection. whole blogged stuff? GONE. ugh ugh ugh. i managed to live through today, monday, without crying infront of anyone. fine. i teared for 2 seconds. so sue me. bearly scathed it, if you ask me. i was so close to breaking.. its like i was balancin on such a thin line that if the wind blew at me, i'd fall. really. i'd cry like crazy. so well. enough talk about crying. everyone's supportive of me now. at this point. thanks, guys. thanks for being there for me. really thankful. (= here are some pictures taken by meof cheeta when he was still.. alive, found on my momma's computer. enjoy. you know he's cute.

















thats him on the grilles. wild streak in him, exposed.














wide eyed. cute, huh?
















ahaha! cute!!















awww. thats him curled up with a chicken. (=


he's so cute. which do you guys think is the cutest? he's just everything to me.. its hard, cheeta. so hard.. his burial service will be held today. pictures will be used instead of his body. which was.. thrown away for fear that he may.. decompose. *cries* enough crying already. i should be strong, yeah? yuppies. (wth is that?!)

got my results today. i hate myself. this is what i get for last night studying. fish soup. i failed everything. well. maybe not. i didnt. but, for fish soup!! i like. deproved? its crazy seeing ym grades drop like wooop. seriously wooop. as in wooop. ahaha, its just that.


i miss you so much, cheeta.. so so much..